I Bought My Dream House and Invited My Family but No One Showed Up and Later My Dad Sent a Message

and expensive dinners out, not because I was joyless but because the joy I was postponing felt more substantial to me than the joy being offered in the present tense. I had a drawing in a notebook of a blue house with a white fence and an oak tree, and I wanted the drawing to become real more than I wanted anything else, and so I organized my life continue reading …