At My Divorce Hearing I Had Nothing Until The Doors Opened

was the only card left and they were going to play every card they had.

I waited for something to surface when I looked at it.

I felt nothing. Not the performed nothing of suppression, not the nothing of numbness, but the genuine, permanent nothing of a position that has been closed. Julian Vance was an entry in my history, not a presence in my life.continue reading …